Hey there Internets!
Long time no type!
In the last month or so, I have gotten several “where are you”? ”I hope you are okay” “I miss you” emails.
So, I figured I’d let you know where I have been. I have been in a very dark place.
I have always meant this blog to be a place to be happy and for me to share about my life.
But….there is always a but…isn’t there???
I have always considered my self to be strong and independent. I have always done things for myself…only asking for help if I just could not do it.
But with the unexpected departure of the chips out of my life….the boy in August and the girl in February…put me into a tailspin that I couldn’t pull out of, and left me crashed on the floor of the pit of despair. And I have realized that I may be independent personally but I am dependent emotionally.
That coupled with the fact that when I get up in the morning the house is empty, when I come home from work the house is empty….there is no one to talk to, no one to cook for, no one to photograph, therefore, no stories to tell.
It has only been in the last 2 weeks that, along with the help of my therapist and some high powered drugs, I have been able to pick my head up off the floor.
So! It is time to close the door on this blog.
I will be leaving it up till the end of July so that if there are any recipes you want to get you have time.
Thank you for the joy and laughter you have brought to my life. I am on Facebook. Who isn’t??? Feel free to friend me there. I’m Tanya Brillhart, but I answer to CC. Just leave me a wee note telling me your from my blog.